I just don't see an end to this. I feel completely estranged, shut off from everyone else. I feel as though there is me and then there is also the rest of the world. Parallel. It feels as though I am invisible, wandering through life as a ghost. People seem unaware. I feel unnoticed.
They're all lies, I know but what is truth, really? It seems like what's been called true lately is entirely false. My emotions are overriding my logic and maybe some part of it is true but my emotions magnify everything to an extreme level. I've felt so much for so long although it feels like I feel nothing at all.